small things

reviving many many things again. many many things i've loved to do, but had to stop. becos i'm busy. but why's there so much things to do? i can't understand. you can't understand anything once you're not as busy. just giving a small little time, why had it been so hard?

not working today cos there's ibp talk later in sch. so tt means i have some rest time for myself. i've started drawing again. drawing swirly trippin' candies. i've just practised songs for jam later. i'm jamming later. it's been a long time since i did any of these things...

been talking to disabled people a lot these days. i think some of them made me happier, in their own way, that i don't think they know they have the ability to do so. looking at a simple drawing of a flower given to me by a cerebral palsy patient, it's amazing to see that they are doing things they love despite their disability. she is able to paint with her right hand only. even she still have a mindset of a child, she is still strong, having gone through her rough early part of her life.

some of them are the most polite people i've seen. tt's the other lady i've not met but talked to over phone. she lived her life in her own cheerful way... it's like there's no trouble, other than her disability that's hindering her. if she had to tell me something early in the morning, she'll said good morning and apologise for msging so early, then her msg. maybe cos we're like strangers but her politeness made me want to be polite to her. tt time i had flu when i called her. she asked whether i'm sick and i said yeah. she told me drink more water and take care of myself. these small actions... sometimes many people like me might overlook in life. becos they will think that they have other things better to do.

but anyways, one more week left of work... just hope to finish up as much as possible. it's tiring.

oh yah go to www.myspace.com/trippincandies haha we've got one of our song playing over there... we'll work more on improving it... but then meanwhile... enjoy!