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there's so much to do these days i'm getting tired of it all. i feel like brainwashing myself so that i can un-know everything, and just be ignorant, like a child. just saw a little kid after i crossed the road to my block. i dun really knoe if the child's a he or she, my guess is she i dunno y. well the child is wearing shorts and have short hair so i dunno. anyways, she was jumping on the stairs, her ma or someone looking over her. i walked past them, between them. then the child called out jie jie. i turned and saw her smiling at me and kept calling me jie jie haha i said hello den bye den she waved bye to me. so cute and innocent. i wonder wat will happen to her ten years down the road. life and the world will not be as simple. i dunno.
got irritated by my ma again. she dun let me go jamming but want me to study test. can't destress. she can't keep promises. just now when i told her she said okay den she came just now to say no. i'm like fucking hell can't i relax for a while. so much things have gone on these days i'm lost. i dunno wat to do. it's like one of the lowest point where everything is weird and bad i just feel like that. and it is only the starting of third month. so much have gone on. it's getting frustrating and tiring. i'm back to the sad point of my life again. i'm getting mixed emotions in myself. i dunno wat i'm exactly feeling.
i'm numbed again.

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roar roar boom boom wahahaha i r in sch on a tues morning when i have no lesson... supposed to be in 16 track ismail had booked but ismail ain't there... i'm bored right now tho i have a lot of things to do (again)... wahahaha

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roar roar boom boom been very tired these days haha but had fun... been returning home damn late since monday... went to watch Hide and Seek on monday (initial plan was to watch Constantine but full house) not as good as i expected haha... too draggy... aki tried to scare me but failed haha but i got scared by the sound effects wahaha...
den on tues, i did my webcg project, was to meet up with steve and danny at 12 but steve said he had to wait for his mum and maid to get home cos they din have the keys, den danny tot we meeting at 1 and he even asked me wat's the plan... so, ended up, i waited for 2 and half hours before danny came... den he ate and i tried to do the website template... after tt, steve came when we're in the library... we managed to finish the template and went home... quite early...
on wed, i stayed in sch with the class while they did there webcg... i din bring my laptop so i can't do and anyways, i have to compile the stuff... they haven't give me... initially we wanted to watch Constatine but din went cos they need to do webcg...
on thurs, i stayed in sch to do the webcg thingy... steve's buttons din get used in the end cos we dun find the need... he din even stay to see the finish product... danny helped do the most bah... i just look at wat he's doing, den helped a little... finished quite late... been pissed off tt day... i shouted at steve over the phone cos i asked him y he din stay to help... b4 he went home, i asked him to stay but he said his job is done... there's nothing for him to do... if danny were to answer this to me, i can die.
on fri, i reached sch early at 9 cos danny called and asked if we need to meet early to discuss who to say wat for the web cg presentation... i waited at the cage with brotha and john while aki, ismail and khai were presenting... den steve msg me and said he overslept and he won't be coming... i ignored him... i was quite angry... den i called danny... he din answer... den he called me back and said he overslept and bloody hell, i cried cos i was sooooooo freaking pissed off... john made funny faces at me and kept saying look at me (haha thx mate) i laughed of course haha... in the end, obviously i presented the thing myself... harvey said thx for coming...
den after tt, after photog, we went to watch Constantine... i said i have to watch it no matter wat cos we've been postponing it for five days. i went with brotha, aki and john... we wanted to watch the 6 pm slot but it was full house... den we decided to watch it at lido, the 9.30 slot... i really have to watch tt day... if not i won't have the mood other days... so while we waited, we ate and tok crap hahaha quite fun tt night...
yesterday, i went to miki's house for 1/2 hour to learn how to use the camera and touch her bomberman... den i went to sch to help be the talent in xiao kang's production... quite fun and i managed to catch the buses...
quite tired hahaha but interesting week