Wednesday, July 13, 2005

No way PUNK


Re-spect, walk, what you say?
Re-spect, walk, are you talking to me?
No way PUNK
(crazy guitar solo)

been rotting at home today... been listened to many many songs... those tt aki sent me yesterday... i miss those songs ever since this fucking laptop crashed... now, it's healing, which means get back watever has been lost...

i fucking annoy myself.

everyday is bad hair day.

i'm rotting i'm too lazy to do anything.

what else?

oh yah come for my band's performance this saturday, 16th July 2005, at Parco Bugis, at the fountain area.

okay nothing le

Monday, July 11, 2005

gemini

i hate being a gemini sometimes. they are too complicated and confusing. i confuse myself too much. i dunno what i want. i can never be sure what i want. the devil and angel in me are always telling me things, making me very confused almost all the time. i cannot make up my mind, even the most simplest thing like what to eat. it's annoying. and yah i annoy myself. and that's freaking annoying. i think i'm very weird.

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sometimes i really hate myself that i'm not a good friend. i hate myself. i wasn't thinking. i need to wake up. i can't see the picture clearly and tt's wat i hate the most. the whole world seemed like a swirl to me. everytime. i dun want to be sad again but i make myself sad again.

then, my other self speaks again. wondering wat will happen if i have said what i should have said and everything might be fine.

but if i haven't say anything everything will go on normal which seems to be the case for the past few weeks and not to get so bothered by it. maybe i was thinking and knew watever i was going to do is a waste. until i broke it.

maybe i'd been right maybe i'd been wrong. even if i'm right, i'd often tot tt i'm at the wrong. i tot everything is my fault so i'm at the wrong. nothing is right anyway. for this situation i think i handled it wrongly. i may be right, may be wrong. i dunno. i just simply feel like shit.